LOST!!!

April.24.2006:Monday
+ lost my hard disk drive +
+ sought through people and places +
+ no news or sighting of missing HDD +
+ cried my heart out +
+ went through sleepless night +

April.25.2006:Tuesday
+ went through various sources yet again +
+ missing HDD remains lost +
+ just thinking about it breaks my heart +
+ feel so empty and lost without it +
+ feels as though I lost my self +

April.26.2006:Wednesday
+ put up notices +
+ hoping that someone has seen it +
+ hoping that nothing has been deleted +
+ praying that, it'll come back to me +

April.27.2006:Thursday
+ 2.00AM: can't sleep +

Basically, I've lost my one and only back up of everything I have. My computer ran out of space. I was supposed to get a second back up the day after but, my only copy of those files just had to go missing the day before.

You can say that I've basically lost my life long collection of blood, sweat, heart, and soul. Everything I am and everything I have poured my time into, have been lost with that missing HDD. Now, it's as though I can't function at all. I'm no longer the same "me". o.o How sad is that?